=')

recently less to update my blog..
bcz skul reopen
n im so fking tired...
one week got 3 days at least til 4pm jz finish skul..
omg...why i so pity??
this semester im had 2 subject tat i not understand wat the lecturer teaching about..
i dun wish to repeat any subject again..
it is very waste time n money!!!
now hav alot of homework need to do n assignment is coming soon..
haih...
im feel so stress now..
oh gosh!!
today my mood was so bad!!
im jz wanted to scold somebody..
but im just zip my mouth!~
try to calm down n think clearly before i say everything..
but at the last..
stil happening...haih....
im jz wish tat u cn change ur bad temper??
im jz dun like tat u call me then scold me like hell...
im duno tat u wil call me..
im stil at skul and how i on my silent??
how can i make my ringtone volume louder??
im jz wan to tell u tat im not deliberately dun pick ur call...
why i jz want a simple n sweet relation oso cant??
okay!!!it pass~
how can i calm down??
im jz heard a song..tat nice..but tat is korean song..
and i like the drama oso~
the song make me feel comfortable n calm down..
i dun thk everyone wil like the song haha!!
but for me...tat song is nice one~!
the song name is 天涯之雅 - 张娜拉

This is me!

我不温柔、

我脾气不好、

我容易生气、





我容易吃醋、

我容易心痛、

我容易胡思乱想、





我很任性、

我生气时不想说一个字、

我开心了会一直傻笑、

我受委屈会放在心里、





我在乎了就想被你知道、

我喜欢在伤心的时候听伤心的歌、

我喜欢在开心的时候和在乎的人分享、

我喜欢被在乎、





我喜欢被宠、

我喜欢宠我在乎的人、

我好说话并不代表我好欺负、

我骂你并不代表不喜欢你、





我对你微笑并不代表我对你友善、

我对你生气说明我在乎你、

我对你说话很有礼貌说明我们友情不深、

我爱哭、爱笑、爱闹、不喜欢我就别靠近我、



靠近我就拿出你的真心、不然、别惹我、、

更加不要走进我的世界……

the last day of 2010♥

wow wow!! today was 31th dec 2010!!!!
the last day of 2010...
it quite fast to past in one yr...
in this yr...im had learn bcum more independence
i learn to be happy n try dun be sad...
in learn to be tough!!
im so glad tat i had knew more new fren in my I.S. life...
next monday im gonna continue my college life again~
i cant wait to c all of u hee^^

hmm i thk 31th me n my boy boy mayb wil go star city countdown..
but nt confirm yet..
cause wan wait he finish done his all work thn jz can c he wan go or nt..
cause star city tmr hav drift show at the car park..
if interest thn u all can go thr take a look hee^^

ytd i wif my boy boy go suria sabah watch movie...
we watch the [just call me nobody]cantonese movie
i feel tat movie funny but bored...
aikss...before we watch movie..
me at suria buy some make up stuff at sasa..
hohoho~~im so like it yea~
im jz bought a pair of eyelash n the eyeliner..
cause im use finish hee^^

before we go suria..
i acc my boy to find a ppl...tat he wanted to c my boy d car...
cause the car wil sold out soon...
huhu~~~
the ppl today we meet is a malay guy...
i thk he is a rich person...hmm
i dun knw wat they talking about cause im din heard clearly haha!
but my boy boy d car was so exp...the car price is 200 k
wowww~~~
it is such a big amount..o.O''
but im stil hope tat the car can sold out....
the mudah website got the photo hee^^
but tat jz for serious buyer no email n sms~

thn now my boy thking wan buy wat car..LOL~
but i thk but the alphard better thn u buy the sport car..
i dun knw why now i dun like those sport car..
especially fairlady or those rx8 n others..
cause those car model in kk were not special anymore..>_<
so i prefer u buy the alphard velfire d more better haha~!
but my boy boy wan buy wat car oso wan c his dad..X(

today is the last day of 2010...
i wil appreciate this day wif my boy boy...
i wil spend all my time for him..
although he not a romantic person..
but i knw he is love me n care me..
im jz want this guy be my boyfriend!~
im stole his heart so nobody can grab him away wahaha!!
bcz he is my Mr. RIGHT ♥♥♥♥

同人不同命

woww....im update my blog again hahaha~
recently i was so free...
today wat im doin?!i dun knw ==
holiday is end soon!!! but im dun wan!
why so fast thn skul reopen???
aiksss
2 month holiday i din feel enuf lol.....
i feel lazy to study..
n my skul quite far!!!huhu~
it great...bcz im gonna drive car go skul soon haih...
i dun wan one ppl drive car alone so scary n lonely..TT
im jz wish i can bek home safety haha!!

ok!!2mr im gonna watch movie wif my boy boy~
hahahaha~
his dad was out station haha!
so he so free tis few day wee~
but dun call me book ticket..
i oso dun knw why wan book ticket...
the movie ady no so much ppl to watch why wan book?
why dun go the cinema counter thr buy leh???
urgh!!!!
but it ok nvm...pls dun call me book again ==

recently my mood stil not ok aiksss...
but i cant show in front of u haih..
i wan to tell u wat i nid at i wan but i thk i dun tell more better...
tat why i wil say 同人不同命..
why my frens wil giv her surprise but mine nt??
why my fren can felt the romantic feeling but im nt??
oh goshhh...my boy is a noob person..its ok...==
im jz accept it bcz im trust him next time i wil hav a surprise
im trust him he wil giv me a romantic nite?!
haih...whatever....this is my fate...
i have to face it n believe he wil do tat for me in one day...
mayb this jz wil happen in my dream
haih...he not understand me... =')
smile always this sentence i always remind myself... =D

3 more days to go...

3 more days to go 2010 wil end n the new yr 2011 coming soon~
im so happy 2011 coming soon bcz!!!!
my dearest fren wil be bek here again!!!
im waiting u bek here so long time adyyy huhu~~
after u bek kk...we all sure recelebrate ur bday again!
we sure wil on!hahahaha~

now im thking 31 dec i wan do wat??!
my boy his fren got any plan??!
hmmm nt confirm yet aiksss
but now im wan go cut my hair...
it was too long n many hair was broken haha!
before cny i wan rebonding my hair hahaha~
recently my mood was unstable..aiksss
bcz i had fren visited me now aiksss....feel very uncomfortable >_<
this few day ntg happen...
im jz eat slp n watch tv or play comp ahahhaa
this is my holidy life...
but it getting end soon...
cause skul reopen on 3/1/2011
i dun wan go the HELL!!!!!!!

recently i hav find my dear babe chat...
wow....she seem like so happy m so sweet wif his boyfren hahaha~
her bf was giv her a BIG present~
im heard tat i feel so envy!~
im knw her bf so love her n wil take good care of her~
i oso wish my fren hav a happy ending =DD
i oso wan i hav this feeling...
wish me oso hav a happy ending wif him hee^^

thx you~im hav a great present from u santa ♥

today is christmas day~
i wish i tmr gud luck hahahaha~
wow...jz now i do alots thg...
i had wish some fren hahaha~
i oso wish myself i can stay longer wif him hee^^
hope my dream wil come true =D
u told me u have a christmas present wanna giv me..
but i din ready wat present for u sorry =((
if can i dun wan ur present im jz wan u together wif me whole day~
wow...tmr im gonna go my boy hse eat dinner haha!~
but i feel got abit scare huhu cause his dad at home too~ >"<

ytd i hav talk something wif my fren
after tat i feel comfortable thn before~=D
thx you my fren~
im wish u happy alwayss n hav a good result hee^^

today is christmas eve~
alots ppl go celebrate in a pub or the other place~
i thk they are so high in a club
i cant feel the happiness but i can feel the warmness from my family n my boy~
i stil hav my family n my boy acc me tonite~
i hav a great nite on today~
im get the best present from u santa~
im not suit wif clubbing~thx u tell me tat santa~
im stil very enjoy without clubbing wif frens~
im hav the christmas wish i was so lucky n happy =D

plss~god bless me, my family n my boy
im jz wan they bside me when i get some trouble in my life..
im jz wan they hav a healthy body n take good care of themselve~♥

my suck feeling LOL

hello so long din update blog ady hahaha~
it great~
now 12.00 a.m.
christmas eve but i din out i think...
2day wil be a boring x'mas eve for me
haiz...
well...no one wil understand my feeling...
after im leave my secondary skul on last year...
my fren was lost one by one...
no one wil send msg n ask me how i recently?!
plSSSSS no one!!!
but now i wont care.........
after im study I.S.
im jz realize...those wat forever fren n others all are fake...
but then luckily im knew some new frens...
includ my best fren =D
i thk some sentense is true...真心朋友不需要多只要有一两个就好...
when im holiday i wanna find fren out go shopping or wat...
i look my phone contact number...OMG
just hav few one i wanna to text n hang out....
im jz realize i shud be independence i shud learn how do i survive in this place...
i dun knw why my fren wil one by one leave me away...
where did i do wrong?!
some of my fren oversea then i ntg but i wil in touch wif them...
in kk area??! i just can say im jz hav not til 5 best fren tat i can share n talk about my own thing..
im feel myself was so pity...
but i wont blame them bcz im giv up.... =DD
so i dun care....im jz care my recent life n my future...
im jz need few real frens..others i dun nid ur fake caring...
but then im stil feel so happy some of my fren din leave me
together wif me to pass the challenge in our future!=D
now i wil treasure my real best fren n dun let them disappear in my life =D
thx my fren tat who are caring me n love me haha!~

after i write this passage im feel more comfortable...
im kinda feel so relax...
phewww~ =D

wish everyone hav a nice day ♥♥♥