SUNDAY-31/1/10

ytd im 9.30am wake up.....manatau my family out jor left me one ppl at home nia...so cham..thn almost 10 like tat my dear call me out hahaha~finally can meet him up..after my dear fetch me thn we go fetch his grandmother at likas thr..thn buy somethg back home eat..thn stay at his hse til 5pm..we watch a movie at pps..abt a baby..haha..funny movie~almost 4.30pm he help his dog bath..his dog claws clipped my foot a lot of small wound...his dog too active jor..=.=''

b4 back thn we went to kkip c drift again..tis time less ppl drift le bt gt one is me 1st time c his drift..i heard other ppl say his less go play drift..hmm...thn my boy his fren say wan play drift thn he go sit oso..=.= nt bad larhx kakakaka~~i gt take a video bt nt so clearly nia so wait next time gt chance go c again baru take again kakaka~thn 6.30pm he send me back home kakaka~

my sunday was passed...

today so sien for me...
dun knw wan do wat nw aiksss...
hav any idea???

no tittle~♥

wow~few day din update blog cz lazy~kakaka...hmm...tis few day ntg to do and no out oso everyday at home nia jz watch tv on9 eat and watch pps...>.<>

today afternoon 3pm i out wif my dad,mum and my bro..we wanna go buy 年货 and those cny acessoriesto make the hse look nice...=.= 1st we go to luyang lintas supermarket buy somethg...me and my mum kip look the chocolate and think wan buy or nt..tat ferrero haaha!!!we kip discuss wan at thr buy or at servay buy..cz L.T.S thr exp le bt servay cheap abit..hahaha~thn my dad say we 2 jz knw eat chocolate only..=__='' at the last we say go servay buy hahaha..if dun hav thn jz back to L.T.S buy lurhx....~we had bought so many thg...and i call my mum buy green tea!!!me and my grandmother so like drink..

after tat we went to kk c gt wat place can buy thg again...we go gaya street thr gt a shop sell so many cny thg include food and drinks...manatau whn giv to casher thr pay..the casher like count wrg jor..kakaka!!rm19.80 turn to rm9.80!!wahahahaha!!!me and my mum kip laugh after we leave tat shop..thn we go alliance bank to take money..my mum nid use..so many turr she take bt i cant take..T.T

after tat we went to suria walk walk..cz my mum stil never go thr hahaha~we go walk metrojaya..thr so many thg less turrr!!~i saw many shoes at thr...gt one shoes im so like~those 罗马 type de high heel...bt walk tat time wil nt stable..so i din buy..T.T thn my mum go c shirt...tat time im feel sleepy and tired le..i help my mum choose shirt...thn 6pm like tat we back home bt we nt yet walk finish the suria cz my bro kip sa ywan back home and so noisy!!!ish~~

b4 we back home thn we go beverly da bao bah kut tea!!!wow~yummy hhahaha...dinner tat time i drink so many bah kut tea hahaha...cz long no eat..>.<

today my dear was so early wake cz his dad fren marry nia~~congratz!he nid to join to fetch the bride...hahaha...whn a couple decide to marry it mean they willingness hold hand by hand to pass their life forever~regardless of sick and death they are willing to guard each other~so we hav to sincerely wish them happy forever~♥

thn tonite my dear as go their wedding dinner at sutera magellan hotel...hahaha~i miss my dear so much~after he eat dinner thn back home work again...overtime..=.= funny~=DD

THE END

只因为我爱你

-只因为我爱你..所以我才会在意你的一举一动, 一言一行, 才会在一边默默的你关心你,照顾你,呵护你..

-只因为我爱你..所以才会忍痛叫你一定要冷静的考虑我们之间的问题..才会忍痛的对你说如果觉得我给不了你幸福就拒绝我不要怕伤害我..其实我恨不得把你永远留在身边..也不知道自己能不能承受得了..也许自己只是假装坚强而已...

-只因为我爱你..所以才会因为你不经意的一句话或喜或悲, 患得患失, 生出无数的猜想..

-只因为我爱你..我才会想要努力的做的更好, 才会千方百计的默默付出, 才会想比任何人都关心你疼爱你, 生怕你受一丁点委屈..却还在一直默默自卑觉得自己不够好, 配不上优秀的你...

-只因为我爱你..我才会一有空闲就忍不住的给你电话给你信息, 问你吃饭了没有照顾好自己了没有??才会没事的时候会傻傻的望着手机发呆, 那是我在盼着你信息的到来, 盼着你的电话...

-只因为我爱你..我才会每次跟你通话的时候都希望你主动跟我说声[想你了……宝贝……]才会一遍又一遍的问你想没想我, 才会一次又一次要求你叫我声[宝贝]......

-只因为我爱你..我才会害怕给你电话信息多了你会感觉厌烦, 才会在当你每次说要挂断电话的时候心里空落落的感觉, 才会要求你跟我再说几分钟....

-只因为我爱你..我才会当你说困了想休息的时候很不情愿的跟你说再见, 尽管我是那么的希望能和你在说说话, 因为我需要你健健康康的...

-只因为我爱你..我才会要求你管我也听从也喜欢你管我, 因为那样让我感觉你在乎我, 会让我有幸福的感觉...

-只因为我爱你..当你不在的时候我很痛苦..心里难受却不能和你说...

-只因为我爱你..每晚都会含泪睡觉..想着你的脸..却不能摸着你的脸睡着.....无声的哭泣是最难受的你知道吗??

P/S*
最后那两句是我自己写的...其他的事我从别的地方看到然后照着写的... 很有意思吧~~

希望大家也有同感...
=))

心痛心痛

你的世界不明白
你的心我越来越不清楚了
你变得好陌生
我们明明是相爱的人
为什么就是会有问题出现
既然我有那么多缺点而你也包容不到那就算了
我放弃好吗？？？
我很努力成为你心里的你理想的对象
但是事实告诉我不可能
你根本就不能包容我的一切
我和你见面的机会已经少之又少
我不懂得怎样和你相处了
我们的话题也越来越少了
笑容也逐渐消失
这是不是要结束了
我想见你的心情你有多了解？？
你却说我的家很难经过...
这是借口吗？？
我已经不懂得如何做你的女朋友了
我的心很痛为什么你这样
你爱我你用错方法
我给你伤多少次都可以
我的心只有你可以伤害我
我不会再多言
我的眼泪只会为你而流
我的爱只会对你一个人说
而我爱你这三个字
我只会对你一个人说
我不会再说我付出有多少
因为不再重要了
一个人躲在角落的哭那就是我
每当我哭的时候我的心很痛
我没想到我会带给你这么多困扰
我不会再有希望了
我不配拥有希望的人
希望只会让我失望
我不会再有希望这个念头了
我停止我的想法
对你比较好

最后一句话我要对你说的我爱你我曾后悔不曾感到辛苦因为这是我心甘情愿的

outtie day~

16/01/10 [ saturday]
ytd i wif my mum,bro and my cousin go city mall walk walk~akaka~b4 ytd i walk city mall i ady walk jor..wif my boy go walk and i buy le 2 set shirt..gt one shirt at my fren geh shop nt yet take~hahaa..my boy buy to me~happy nia..ytd went to city mall i jz buy le one short pant only nia the short pant so special and i so like!!the price oso veri liang de...rmxxx.00 hahaha!!~and i c dao a mickey beg i damn like!!!!ishh!!!bt my mum say jz can choose one thgto buy..so i jz choose the pant cz jz left one only nia!!~the beg hope next time i can buy ekeke~

17/01/10 [sunday]
today i wake up early cz wif my family out go eat breakfast and walk walk..whn i out tat time my boy send msg to me oso say he out..kakaka..same time leh..he go wong kok eat me go kk eat..after eat breakfast thn we go wawasan cz i wan c beg nia..whn reach jor parkson we kip look the beg..i choose jor so long i jz choose dao nice one..hahaha!!so exp oso the beg...ady less le 50% jor bt stil exp..hahaa...thx my mum buy beg and pant and so so so many thg for me~

after back home..my mum suddenly said wan help me clear all my cupboard d shirt and pant..cz no place put my cny shirt..haha..use jor so long time jz gt space and put my cny shirt...im gt so many shirt and pant cant wear jor thn giv my cousin wear..she wear dao nt bad turrr...=DD

wait til 4pm..my boy said he so boring one ppl..call me out lu..bt im scare i out wil been scold by dad..manatau no..=_='' after my boy fetch me he told me ltr we go c sport car drift...hahaha!!!i wan go c nia..1st time go c..so my boy drive so faz go kkip thr c..my boy find his fren call max lee..he so pandai turr nad gt a sport car haha..if no wrg is silvia..haha..thr gt so many sport car waiting drift..thn we stand beside the road thr c...wah!!!so loud turr the car whn drift...me gt abit scare the car drive too faz wil lost control manatau wont geh..cz i stand near the car stil so far..=_='' after the few sport car drift few round..thn my boy sit his fren sport car hahah~me and his fren gf walk in front thr watch..wil more clear...we jz talk xia only cz nt do fren..hope next time stil gt chance c dao them again..after tat..we c dao so many sport car in kkip the drift d place..all oso silvia nia...gt 3 car so nice!!! i like the design akkakaka~i like drift so much nw~
gt 3 car so geng!!!!!!the drift so perfect!!!~gt white,red and a car is in front is white th nback thr is black..tis 3 so geng!!~after 6pm,whn my boy wif his fren talking thn gt a police car beronda around nia thn we faz faz go to car thn go lurhx!!!haha...so syok today can c dao drift..1st time!!

b4 i back home..my boy wanna go the store thr 烧‘东西’..those 蜡烛and the money~i think is pray for hope their business will bcum more gud...hmm..whn my boy burn the plastic he careless make da his hand adui!!!!i c dao so 心痛!!!!whn he drive car send me back home i kip look at his hand...i can feel his pain..i nt dare touch his hand...i feel wan cry ady whn i c his hand~even jz a small wound...hear pain~~~T.T...hope my boy wil more bkful...

THE END

分手需要练习的

A-Lin-分手需要练习的

谈起关于你的话题终于可以不用缺席
甚至还表现得不再关心
从前你是伤的痕迹现在不过是场回忆
忽远忽近

我怕的是低潮来袭这城市哪里够隐密
藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去斗志勇气好过和你冷战推挤
这样谁输得起

原来分手是需要练习的
等时间久了会变勇敢的
你慢慢出走我渐渐放手
这不就是我们要的自由

原来分手是需要练习的
等伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候不难过

我怕的是低潮来袭这城市哪里够隐密
藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去斗志勇气好过和你冷战推挤
这样谁输得起

原来分手是需要练习的
等时间久了会变勇敢的
你慢慢出走我渐渐放手
这不就是我们要的自由

原来分手是需要练习的
等伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候不难过

原来分手是需要练习的
等伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候不难过


这首歌很好听...
我没什么要写的所以我就把这首歌词写下来
我喜欢这首歌..
=))

simple life~

few day din update my blog jor~bcz ntg can do..tat is my simple life~haha~today is 12/01/2010~my fren bday~[sharon] i wish u happy alway and wish ur dream come true~i wil alway by ur side whn u r nid me~hahahaha~fren is alway in ur heart gehh~happy birthday!~

刚刚我看了某个人的blog..我可以感觉到她很幸福快乐..虽然要工作..他们历经了艰辛万苦才能像现在一样幸福..我很羡慕他们这一对情侣..我想他们现在只差没去公证结婚而已..他们现在的生活是我梦寐以求的生活...我希望我能拥有这样地生活..虽然现在不适合这样的生活因为我要继续我的学业..我立我的幸福到底还有多远??我很想知道..但是没有人可以告诉我..因为人是不知明天会发生什么事情..所以我的未来我的幸福里我多远我梦寐以求的生活只能在我的脑海里不停的出现..不曾出现过在我现在的生活..我只能把它当作一场梦一样..发完梦我就的起身面对我的现实世界..现实的世界不是不好..知识希望的梦能快点实现..也许这是我的自私吧..

现在的我只能活在没有上课的假期..我很想念以前我和朋友们在学校的快乐时光..一起去食堂一起上课考试..一起去CCA七楼逃课聊天..一起谈心事..一起玩一起笑..但是这些时光已不能倒流了..只能把这些回忆放在我的心里慢慢怀念..在2010年..大家都各自飞向他们的自己的未来..而我呢..办理离校的手续已经办好了..接着下来我要去IS注册..今年的5月我将会到新的学校新的环境继续我的学生生涯..认识新同学一起过学生该过的生活..虽然人以不同，但是我依然想念我的朋友..我们要保持联络好吗??

我的心情没人懂..连我自己也不知我要的是什么..心情很郁闷..想出去走走却没有车..想大声喊出来我却喊不出来..我想大哭一场却哭不出来..我想笑出来可是我的嘴巴却关的紧紧的..我到底在干什么??我很烦..也许这是我的压力吧..放假了我能有什么压力??真是一场笑话..我要的到底是什么??每天看着电话希望有简讯..希望有人打电话来..可是没有..因为每个人都很忙..忙着上课打工进修课程..而我却是闲人一个..心里有一种无形的压力压着我很辛苦..

一个星期我能有多少天是在外面的??可以说是没有吧..可能有一天或两天..我呆在家里我想念着谁??不用我讲大家也知道..我想念着他..他很忙..每天要工作而我却没事做..想念他希望能见他但是我知道不可能的他要工作..有了希望却变成失望..有了失望才会有下一次的希望的诞生不是吗??因为我一个人在家很闷..整天想东想西的..我在想我和你现在只能靠电话联络..如果没了电话我们要靠什么联络??想见你却见不到..想抱你却抱不到..这样下去我们的感情会渐渐降温的..也许我太依赖你了..我告诉我自己不能这样依赖你..但是我做不到..我是不是很没用??我很后悔为什么我不听我舅舅说的话..如果我听他的话继续留高三到毕业..毕业了就去新加坡留学也许我就不会想太多..因为没有时间让我想这些不可能会发生的事情..我选择留在这里因为我舍不得你不想失去和你见面的机会..我希望我选的路是正确的..希望我想太多的事情不会成真..我不是放弃学业..我还会继续完成我的学越只是还没到时间入学而已..希望我们的感情能像刚刚我说的那个幸福情侣一样这么幸福..

新的一年新的开始..希望我能做到我想做的事情..希望我和你能够在一起久久..有时候我在想如果我们结婚了那些幸福快乐的生活我已经会不知觉得笑了..希望我们能到步入红地毯的生活..要勇敢面对现实!!我可以的..~

找歌时间=)

我找到很多很好听的歌..虽然这些歌时有一点年纪了..但是很好听..
我找到了那英的歌
1)一笑而过
2)爱你等于爱上了寂寞
3)原来爱那么难

目前为止我只找到这几首好听的
这些歌都有意思的

这些歌的前提是伤心的歌曲...是谁为了爱受伤的现在正在治疗的时期..你不妨听一下吧..
哭了也许会好很多..
=DD

勉强得让自己坚强和强颜欢笑对自己是一种虐待..
宁愿自己伤心痛痛快快地哭一场..
心情自然就会平复很多..
受了伤何必伪装自己很坚强..
每个受过伤的人都是伤心的..身心疲惫..
让自己休息是最好的方法..

*
这些只是我自己的想法
如果不认同那就算了
每个人都有言论自由
=D

the end of 2009~

sorry tis few day i din on9 update my blog yeahh~

31/12/2009 [thursday]
tat day i out wif my boy from afternoon..he fetch me thn we go eat thg at asia city after tat we finish eat thn we went in to asia city walk around..less shop was open cz tat day is 31th of 2009..after tat we back pass our countdown nitezz~we at nite on9 watch pps~we watch a hong kong movie bt i forget wat name jor after tat i watch doraemon!!ekeke..so nice leh..bt my boy watch dao slp jor..=_='' the nite i can c dao the star city~many ppl at thr and the music so high~bt i cant go thr haiz..so cham..so jz can stay at room watch my doraemon~~whn the clock show 12am~~my boy said happy new yr to me and kiss me hahahaha~~~

31th tis day is my best fren leave kk go malaka find sharon ekeke~~the place is how i oso dun knw nia cz i never go thr travel~hope she at thr wont bored and can treasure at thr de time~~ekeke...

2/1/2010 [saturday]
ytd i wake up mcm 12pm jor..my mum said she wanna brg me go wisma hang gai~haha!and buy cny shirt and pant and other thg~whn afternoon my dad fetch me and mum go wisma~i buy jor so many shirt and pant for cny...bt i stil nt yet buy finish..i wan buy beg,shoes and belt lagi...

3/1/2010 [sunday]
today say reali de ntg to do oso..me at home help my bro and my cousin 绑鞋带 cz they stil dun knw wan how to tied..=_= thn 4pm i wif my boy out go yam cha thn he send i back home tat time we go beverly da bao roti canai czwe so hungry jor ekeke~~yummy lehh!!2mr is skul reopen bt me stil holiday cz i may jz study IS~ and tuesday i wanna back to skul make my leave skul certificate~ekeke..

END♥

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